So It's Been Some Time

So it's been some time
Since I've dropped a couple rhymes
A lot of changes

A lot of changes
But one thing is still the same:
My shitty haiku

You have a girlfriend
Breaking up would be great though
So we could just fuck

Sunny autumn day
Smell of freshly picked apples
Good memories made

So many worries
I know I can be stronger
It's just really hard

Time takes no notice
As the more friends I make the
More I say goodbye

That haiku was so shitty it isn't even a real haiku.

I'm scared to say goodbye to all of the amazing friends I have made here. It's hard to become really close with people when you know that eventually you will be separated. I know we can still stay in touch even if we are far away, but that just isn't the same as seeing the people you love on a regular basis.

I'm scared about my future. I'm scared about getting a real job. I'm scared about not knowing what I want to do with my life. I'm scared of not being able to support myself or the ones I love.

I'm scared of the future.

But I'm also optimistic. And I'm also excited. And I'm so grateful now for the great friends and family I have, and for the incredibly wonderful and amazing experiences I have had so far. Nothing is perfect, and there have been bad times too, but those aren't the times that stick with me.

I'm going to continue to live my life the best way I can. I'm going to continue to evolve and grow as a person. I have come so far in the past couple of years; I have started to love myself. I look forward to the way I will continue to change as a person. Life can be really hard some times, but it can also be really great too.

Here is a cat