Perfect Scenery

Unwanted feelings
Feelings I thought were long gone
Remain underneath

A grey colored sky
And a dampness in the air
Perfect scenery

Constant Annoyance

Constant annoyance
Red lines that won't disappear
A week full of stress

This Self Confidence

This self confidence
I feel like I should have more
Since others see it

I think I really need to work on seeing myself in a more positive light. I don't want to be arrogant so I'm scared to feel that way about myself. I need to improve my self confidence!

I've also recently realized that I do enjoy doing my best and that I do enjoy the praise I get from it (I mean the last one there is a little obvious but whatever).

Some Strange Emotions

Summer's almost here
If I can get through these weeks
Then I will be free

Some strange emotions
Not feeling like a person
I think I'm just weird

Looking at the Sky

Looking at the sky
Hey moon it's just you and me
Tonight all alone

Too unsure to care
But wanting for something new
Without any effort

What Are You Saying?

What are you saying?
Why did I imprint your heart
I don't understand

Don't Know Where I Stand

Don't know where I stand
The world keeps moving by me
And I can't catch up

Invisible Heart

Invisible heart
Unaware of your pounding
And submerged feelings

Budding Leaves Appear

Budding leaves appear
And days start to grow longer
Spring time surrounds us

Beautiful Morning

Beautiful morning
Unsatisfactory shower
Interrupted by wasps
(not a haiku really but those wasps were really scary)

Solitary wasp
Resting on the bathroom wall
Slowly loosing strength

Only on my legs
These goddamn mosquito bikes
Will not stop itching

80 Degrees Out

80 degrees out
I don't want to do this, no
Let me play outside

Sitting in the shade
Then there was a coconut
So hard to open

Received a phone call
Oh, an interview you say?
Please call me in May!

As You Look Away

As you look away
I can't help but pity you
Please grow up some day

Winter's summer day
Unexpected but still loved
I'm fully refreshed

What are you thinking?
You are wearing a sweater
Though it's really hot

Bare shoulders, short dress
Laughs escaping young pink lips
Spring time has arrived

Oh hello there me
With a new haircut and dress
Lookin' good today!

Took a Nice Week Off

Took a nice week off
And not much really happened
Though my bangs are cute

Who Knows the Next Time We'll Meet

A tear-filled good bye
Who knows the next time we'll meet
I'll miss you brother

Haiku Hiatus

Back home once again
And with so much left to do
Haiku hiatus

What Am I Doing?

What am I doing?
Some days I really don't know
I don't know at all

I don't like people
Because I can't understand
What they are thinking

Liked by everyone
I like to think that I was
At least at one point

Overwhelming Weight

Never-ending work
I do not want to be crushed
Overwhelming weight

Uncertain future
Want to live out a story
Instead of trying

Not really that smart
Even though I wish to be
High expectations

This Fucking Project

This fucking project
Is making my brain explode
Ruining my day

So many Russians
Apparently read my blog
Okay lol

Sorry About That

In for a long week
Haiku getting shittier
Sorry about that

These feelings again
Why do I still think of you (when you never thought of me)
When there is no point

Comforting presence
I want to be held by you
But I won't go there

Funny How Hearts Change

How can a person
Eat 30 chicken nuggets
30 all at once

I cared about you
But like the wind care has passed
Funny how hearts change

February Recap

Since I'm procrastinating tonight, I decided to go back and read some of my previous haiku. Since I'm too lazy to go all the way back to when I started, for now, I only reread all of my posts in February. And I decided I wanted to repost some of my favorite shitty haiku! Enjoy~

Untouchable world
Something deep inside her grows
That cannot be stopped

Just wanted yogurt
But no my zipper got stuck
Well thank god for knives

Slowly crawling doubts
Come when I least expect it
Widening the hole

Irreplaceable
Those feelings that are now gone
Dissolved over time

Kamikaze birds
Swiftly flying through the sky
Will not return home

Calmly passing time
She paints her nails on Friday
A sea green color

It kept on growing
And for some reason I cried
Alone in my room

Flirtatious nature
But anything serious
She cannot handle

As rain gently falls
She brings the cup to her mouth
And slowly sips tea

Quietly he went
Slipped into oblivion
Never to return

Best finest surgeon
Quickly please before it spreads
Come cut me open

Oh ho my love life
Is like a neglected plant
Shriveling away

Keep Pushing Harder

Keep pushing harder
Even after cracks have formed
There's no time to stop

When will your hand find
(Because i'm sick of waiting)
Its way into mine?

A thousand deep sighs
Could not express my yearning
For hopes out of reach

I wish I could truly fall in love~

Till the End of Time

Till the end of time
I just want to be lazy
If only I could

A Horrible Thing

I know what it's like
To be an insomniac
A horrible thing

Drifting through the sky
It's only a paper moon
Not if you love me

Sun Shining Warm Day

Sun shining warm day
Finally got some fresh air
Relaxing and nice

Lovely spider plant
Sitting next to the window
You grow up alone

Oh ho my love life
Is like a neglected plant
Shriveling away