Almost a new year
This one was so amazing
Let's keep going up

Too tired, lazy
To be writing new haiku
Haven't done that much

Wanted a new book
But did not expect to spend
All of that money.....orz

I want to travel more. I want to read more. I want to watch more movies. I want to eat good food and drink good alcohol. I want to listen to good music and I want to dance more. I want to experience life as much as I can.

Starting To Get Bored

Starting to get bored
I like being lazy but
This has been too long

Emotions with the
Weather change so easily
Best to take caution

Completely forgot
To renew the books I got
From the library

I wonder if I
Will be satisfied in this
Life before the end

TIGF:
-TV Shows
-LOTR/The Hobbit
-Discovering new music
-Pretty nail polish
-Not wanting to kill bugs
-Warmer weather
-Yummy sandwiches
-Cute animal tracks in the snow
-Tumblr
-Being in a better mood

Being strong doesn't mean you don't have any weaknesses. It means that you can admit you do have weakness and that you are trying to face them. It doesn't mean you can face anything and can face anything alone. It means you know you can ask for help when you need it. That's what true strength is.

Tired and worried
What am I going to do
The rest of my life

In Costa Rica
I will have my period
I just want to cry

I guess I always
Am pretty hard on myself
Sometimes way too hard

Well this was the worst
Christmas Eve I've ever had
I'm feeling too much

This was the first time
I've ever felt like killing
A complete stranger

These Are Things I Like

Don't feel like myself
But then again, who am I?
Existential thoughts

Glimpses of the past
Every so often spring up
And tear me apart

Although I'm happy
It pales in comparison
To what I once had

Though I may think that
I really am happy now
So I am thankful

Drinking tea daily
And taking care of my plants
These are things I like

I realize I can't
Express myself all that well
Something to work on

I Can Get So Lost

I can get so lost
In something that isn't real
It overtakes me

Chicago weekend
Wasn't quite what I wanted
But that is okay

Even if it hurts
Even if it doesn't last
(I) Want to drown in love

Sometimes I'm not there
Whether laughing, talking I
Am miles away

Christmas Market in Chicago

Rather Than Waiting

Sometime I wonder

What kind of person I'd be

Without the divorce 

Have you ever looked

In the mirror and thought you

Were so beautiful? 

Sometimes I can't stop

Even if I don't need it

Shopping addiction

I am choosing to

Be happy with my life now

Rather than waiting

Being a human

Can be so complicated

So much we don't know 

No Regrets, So Cute

Today with my dad
I saw the movie Frozen
No regrets, so cute

Skyping with old friends
Really makes me so happy
I miss all of you

Lazy winter break
This is probably my last
Gotta spend it well

There are so many
Cute things that I want to own
I'm okay with that

Maybe I should be
Looking for a job but I
Cannot move forward

Asking For Too Much?

All I want for life:
Cute clothes, plants, pets, and good food
Asking for too much?

Watched some makeup vlogs
Now I want to buy makeup
Give me money please

My self confidence
Has become so much higher
Continues to grow

I think I have been
Stuck inside and secluded
For a bit too long

One more lazy day
But I did get some stuff done!
Decorating done!

Christmas Cookies~!

Some things are still hard
To properly face straight on
I'm doing my best

The world is run by
Money, money, and money
Need to marry rich

My body is like
Just got to bed, but my brain
Says watch Game of Thrones

I guess even when
You forgive somebody the
Memories still hurt

Being an adult
Doesn't mean those feelings leave
You just contain them

I guess in the end
I just want to fall in love
Just once is enough

Simple Things In Life

In the dark of night
The city's lights reflected
Off the pure white snow

Days are slipping by
Drinking tea and watching birds
Simple things in life

A constant struggle
Which we can't change but can fight
The life of humans

I want to make life
Into something of my own
Without any restraints

It's Been A While

Never ending snow
Equals me staying inside
That's okay by me

Animal Planet
Growing up is way too cute
I want animals!

It's been a while
Since I've written some haiku
But I'll do my best

Finally done with
My last fall semester of
My last college year

I'm back in that place
Where time or nothing matters
Inside my own world

Been way too busy
To document my life with
Some shitty haiku

But don't worry, I'll be back soon~!

Slowly, inch by inch
I am completing thesis
A painful process

I'm tired... :(
But staying positive! :)

Glass Of Wine, Chocolate

So easily
We forget what's important
I will try not to

If only work was
Stimulating, exciting
Oh yes if only

Glass of wine, chocolate
To celebrate the end of
Our hip-hop hell class

Only three more days
Until my thesis is due
I think I will cry

Sometimes I just talk
Just speaking, mind somewhere else
Is that really me?

Costa Rica, Yes!

All of the pieces
At last have been collected
Time to fit them in

In less than one month
I will be in beautiful
Costa Rica, yes!

I can not believe
My best friend will study here
After I am gone

Feels Good To Be Back

Feels good to be back
Just sitting in the lobby
Chatting and laughing

So there is a chance
I fucked up my JET chances
Oh well, too late now

The world's a cruel place
But it is also very
Beautiful as well

I wonder what the future holds....