This Rumination

I guess in the end
Some things still do bother me
Like being distant

I say that I'm fine
But when i am around you
It doesn't seem so

I'm just so confused
As to what i am feeling
Too complicated

Sometimes I wonder
If I'm more complicated
Than most people are

This rumination
And all this self reflection
Can't be good for me

I wish I could say
Completely and honestly
That I'm doing great